There is no middle ground in any aspect of salvation. You accept it wholly or accept it not.
Either there is a gap between you and your brothers and sisters, or you are as one.
There is no in between, no other choice, and no allegiance to be split between the two. A split allegiance is but faithlessness to both, and merely sets you spinning round, to grasp uncertainty at any straw that seems to hold some promise of relief.
~ Jesus, A Course in Miracles C28.VII.2.7
By our faith we evoke the Truth
~ Marianne Williamson, A Return to Love
During the time of the darkest night, act as if the light has already come.